it looks like i'm back up with the livejournal, my hidden past of high school that i forgot. I read about my explosion of knowledge that ap bio has brought. I could tell how my writting has changed, my vocabulary, to my sentence structure. I looked back on my past realationships and the mistakes i have made. Which now are, in a sense, killing me. ( Read more... )

something is different, i feel different than everyone else, i see things other people can't

all i have to say is wow, working out and running and shit does make you stronger. for a while i've really been pushing it for this up comming month, and i've noticed that my punches are getting weaker, blocks r getting slower, and kicks that don't really hurt someone too bad. but that all ends today, when i was just hitting the bag by my self in ( Read more... )

and i am not happy, i don;t kno what is talking the booze or my current situation, if there is one. i just think way to much, i can turn the best moment of my life into the worst. as sarah said i need to realax, in which i need to, i just need to go somewhere, and have a nice quiet day with someone. go to the beach, and just relax, no yelling or ( Read more... )

i registered for the draft today

i've been working a lot lately. but a few nights ago we were telling ghost stories. ooooooo, scarry eh? well usualy when people tell theses stories, i'm like allright u were just fucked up or soemthing right. well i don't kno if it's the combintion of beer and scary stories but these acully scared me. well is beins as these girl scouts staying ( Read more... )

today i got the day off of school to sign up for my fall and winter semisters at grand valley. It was really interesting, due to how much more intellegent the teacher are than in hs. but what i learned is kind of scary, that i have to start my med school application today, and to start studing for the MCAT today. but i choose some failry easy ( Read more... )

jenny, now that i am graduating and our days are basicly numbered, i have a confession to make. i too you for grantated. i deeply regret what i put u through, and what ashley did to u, i should have stuck up for the girl i was w/ for 3 yrs, and not the one i met 2 weeks ago. when we first met, i knew u were different. i am extreamly pickey, i could ( Read more... )

i don't believe that it is often, when a person that takes their breath away. it was just my first night at ft. lauderdale and my brother and i were going back to our room to call it for a night, b/c there were no girls out. when we were doing this we walked by this ground, 2 girls and 4 guys. at first matt said fuck it, and i say why not, new ( Read more... )

the scaryest thing in my life right now, is my life it self