one of the worst mistakes of my life...............

dropping out of hs.

RIP Amelia Nader. you were the best great-grandma. i was a very lucky girl.

it seems so serene. it doesnt feel like she is gone. i love you and God speed. i know that you will guide me through life.

<3.

eurotrip = best movie ever.

i miss all my LvHs girls i was sooo happy yet sooo sad to see some of you yesterday at the play. it was good to see who i did. some i wish i saw. others wish i didnt. nicole is 18. yay...... im a little dioriented. but its ok cause all is well in the universe qand im not going to get loaded over it. i love you all and the people in OP with me ( Read more... )

so the ball was fun. teresa married my escort. thanks bitch! haha. but then he left me to go dance. we had a stupid after party. duuuuumb. but we (me emers and nicole) couldnt go to the after after party. it sucked. then i was going to go snowboarding.... good thing i didnt. (wink wink- ninja) then went home and fell asleep at 1pm woke the next ( Read more... )

oh shit! tonights the ball!

ya teresa! we are going to be hot shit up there.

we win!

funniest day a visions ever.
tooo bad i missed it cause of valentines day.
ohhhhh mutha fucka

JD IS HOTT!!!

Danielle

i cried from 10-2;30. fucked up?
ya.
i hate how i let her get to me and i hate how i allow her to make me feel like shit.
i just want to relapse.
i just want to get it over with.
dead by 20?
how bout dead by 16.

new port......

the gardeners decided to revive the dead ivy and put manure all over. and it smells like shit. literally. cant even smoke in peace.