I drown out the yelling
The music's load
my mind blank
I stare into empty space on my dresser
tears begin to fall
my heart beating faster
the yells drowned out
faded
I gasp
I begin to concentrate on the music
the sound is so comforting

My friends trying to get me to open up and tell people my feelings.. EWWW FEELINGS!.. today im in a weird mood.. its cr-azy! Scott(shitty) gave me his ring today.. aww that was cute/sweet of him.. quite surprising! Yay for free food.. yumm.. I met a new friend today his name is Brett.. hes a kewl dude.. uhmm.. I went to a pool party yesturday..it ( Read more... )

My tears are warm.. they dry to my face as I sit there in a daze.. a year gone by worth what? Just another forgotton memory like a dream of a different life I once tasted.. the flesh of another, the heart of my sorrows. Just when I thought the puzzle was coming together it unfasens itself yet again ( Read more... )

I dont remember if today was the day I got home.. so w/e oh wait no it wasnt hehe I member now.. Well alls I know is that static age sucked they were so like non energetic.. boring!and The explosion was pretty sweet.. afi rocked out.. I loved it haha and I made new friends "Craig,Ross,Corey" lol.. their the only ones I know.. and well the pplZ I ( Read more... )

hmm well Canada day was packed... first time in ottawa for canada day.. woop! hmm.. well I consider myself single.. to anyone who actually cares :o| and yeah urph my opinion of yesturdays party sucked.. I wonder what my moms thinking about moving or not.. and the thing is I cant guess what she is leaning towards.. I think she really wants to go ( Read more... )

People are retarded even on my fucking birthday they have to be assholes.. like I mean come on is it that hard to be nice.. I figure.. I should lock myself in a box.. away from these people.. they fustrate me so much.. and then I sit here and my phone that I got for my b-day is being a bitch and wont work.. WHATS THAT ABOUT ( Read more... )

Well what a strange day.. it starts off with me getting up late jumping outta bed cause I finally acknolegded I had to go to skewl.. get there to some culmulative tasking haha then I go and meet up with Brad.. He asked me out.. so im gunna give it try hes to cute and nice my exact word was sure.. lol.. im an idiot.. but its kewl.. a lil diff.. haha ( Read more... )

Well I just woke up..
Last night at the party turned out well.. I was a good girl.. tee hee..mm Im hungry now..

Talking alot with people.. alot with Zack he seemed to have lots to say.And people are drunk idiots but meh. I forget what else to say soo Im going to go now.. bye bye

All hope is given up.. I guess its just better off.. tee hee Ill live.. its uhhmm great? ha.. School sucks so much ass no wonder I slept in till 4:20 yesturday.. maybe thats a sign...--_-- shhh.. no telling anyone ( Read more... )

Mm today is monday.. ooh what a fun filled day haha.. nOT. well.. atleast I wasnt bored the entire time.. skewl was skewl as usual.. after skewl I went shopping for a freakin present for Phil from Ashamalee.. got home and I was bored.. then Zack and I hung out again for the 4rth time in a freakin row haha.. thats soo like weird.. haha.. anyhoo ( Read more... )