I really want to get this new journal, but I can't think of a name I'm totally happy with. I got some ideas. It should be coming soon.

I've changed my mind again. Change is coming, but bigger than just the looks of my journal. I'm done with SkaBoss513. I'm gonna be moving on to a new name for pretty much everything. Not sure what yet, but you'll know once I figure it out.

I'm going through some big changes right now and I just feel like I need to move on. New slate type of thing.

I think it's time for an lj look change. I just gotta figure out what I wanna do.

That just made me realize what I've lost. I know it's not gone completely, but it won't be the same. It can't. I've changed and this is who I am. I feel great where I am right now. I just have to feel at least ok with leaving where I was. But no matter what happens, I don't think it would even be possible for me to get rid of that love.

I rang a big ass bell tonight. It was badass. I had to jump over this little moat thing, then ran up the little thing of stairs that you aren't actually supposed to go up. I jumped up and tapped the ram thing, but it barely moved forward. I hit it again and it barely rang it. So I used the momentum and hit it again to get a louder ring. Then I ran ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to say...

I think that bean and cheese burrito with guacamole was a bad idea right before I went to sleep. I don't feel very good.

Last night was amazing. Simply amazing. My ears are still ringing.

Every now and then, I'll just get this feeling like I'm gonna vomit. It sucks. I had one of those moments not too long ago ( Read more... )

Oh, did I mention fuck this extra hour bullshit? Today before we got out of band, Frank decided to tell us that parade block needs to be there at 5 tomorrow. What the fuck? He made it out like last week we were just doing it because we didn't have school and it would be a one time thing. Then he comes out and says it again. Bullshit. I will not be ( Read more... )

I messed up bad. The whole cussing situation got out of hand. No I'm not saying that I should never have started cussing, my feelings on that are still the same. I mean the situation with my friends. I do feel like they were attacking me on it, but I realize that I attacked them back, and that didn't help. The whole thing has just been blown out of ( Read more... )