Why are you not on. You say I can tell you anything and you will listen. The one time I actually voluntarily want to tell you how crappy my day is and how I desperately need someone to talk to, you aren't on.

Shafted. Thats what it seems like i've been with my crap ass family. My mom wanted me to come home so that I could help her get a desk out of paul's truck. I said I would try to be home in about 3 and 1/2 hours to help her. Well I didn't do that. I figured she would have called me like she always does when she needed me, but she didn't so I figured ( Read more... )

Fuck everything i've ever said. I'm done being the old me. The one that hides and doesn't do anything. Done. Gone. If I want to do something i'm just gonna do it ( Read more... )

The world is not a pleasant place to be
By Nikki Giovanni

The world is not a pleasant place
to be without
someone to hold and be held.

A river woull stop
its flow if only a stream were there
to recieve it.

An ocean would never laugh
if clouds weren't there to kiss her tears.

The world is not
a pleasant place to be without
someone.

I HATE SNOW!

There's so much in my head that I really want to be able to tell someone, but can't because most of its just stupid and would make anyone who actually listened think I was lame for this stuff making me depressed. I know people have said that I could call them anytime I needed and they would listen, but I could never do that. Maybe if someone asked ( Read more... )

Why can't people just accept my decisions instead of continually trying to get me to go back on it? There's a reason why I chose to do what I do and if you really want to know just ask me. Don't go and do things to test me. All you will succeed in doing is pissing me off.

I thought I could finaly do it. The thing I have been unable to do my entire life, but have always wanted to. But i couldn't. I saw the name but all I could do was press a button.

Is there any difference between a poser and a wannabe? I don't realy know. I kinda think so because a poser is someone who pretends to be something they really aren't and a wannabe is someone who really wants to be something but for some reason can't. I was called a wannabe hippie by Mr. ungrateful. This was news to me, because the last time I ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't been able to do my homework. I don't know why I just sit there looking at the same paragraph for hours on end and nothing ever ends up on the paper. Occasionally I can do precalc or Physics, but thats about it. I've been trying to read for euro for days, but I have been reading the same 2 paragraphs for days ( Read more... )