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[skadudette]

today, the same feeling came on again during school. how many times has this happend? i feel so lonely. i sit their in my little chair next to everyone as they talk about that party, and i feel like screaming, but it's no use... they would never hear me anyways

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[anonymous]

amanda...this entry and the most recent one... are exactly how i feel as well. i just couldnt put it into words. i have never been happy with myself who i am how i look how i act. i sat there and listened to kiki plan a "chill time" and not tell me anything about it... and lisa talking about her birthday party and not even say"why werent you there" im not wanted there. im not wanted anywhere. even at youth group ive been feeling kinda... unwanted. im not going to tell you that it will pass..cuz it may not.. im not going to say not tto think like that because im thinking like that too. but what i am going to say is that i love you, you brought me to christ and without you i would be a lot worse than i am. my arms would be cut to shreds and id still be wondering around in my own little false world that i made up in my head to think everything was better. ilove you amanda.. your the only one that understands me, truthfully you do understand me.. rwe FREAKING FINISH EACHOTHER SENTANCES! i love you amanda :)
love *twin holley*