have you ever felt emotionaly raped? like all your emotions have drained away because it seemed like on person raped you of them? i remember when i felt that way ( Read more... )

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i want to taste you one more time. i want to touch your perfect skin and whisper those words you want to hear into your sweet ears... i guess PK's mad at me because i didn't go to the leadership thing. i'm not really in the mood to because eric's mom is mad, kathy is lieing i guess.. so much crap in such a short lifetime ( Read more... )

ah... wondefful halloween. eric came over and i asked him that question only few of you know. he said he had none, no more... thank god. if he said he did i would have been totally crushed, and broken down. thank god thank god ( Read more... )

ahhh my live journal, how i've missed you the past few days ( Read more... )

it feels so good to fall asleep in someone eles clothes. especially the ones you love... i do every night and right now... i feel so close, yet to far away..

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mmmmmm... so tired. i really don't know why, i went to bed fairly early and woke up at 530... oh well ( Read more... )

so i guess lisa and jordan are finally going out... that's great :-) i hope they last for awhile, and that they don't make me puke with cuppllyness.. yuck :-P ( Read more... )

ah, what a good day to play the wicked sport of paintball? it's was wonderful, beautiful.. i got hit about 5 times, surrenderd 3 times, and we sadly did not win. BUT HEY! it's a nice game... after that a nice dinner at subways with my main man eric. couldn't ask for more ( Read more... )

blah this morning was so bad. i was peeved cuz me and eric were supposed to go out to breakfast... it never happend. it made me mad but theres a good (i think idk) excuse behinde it. he just wrote me an email saying blah ( Read more... )