I'm headed for new york in a few hours, and I'm so glad that I'll have Matthew's shoulder to support me while I sleep on the plane. Before I leave I wanted to rid my mind of a few things that have been swimming around ( Read more... )

now that it's the day after my birthday i can talk about it a little better. yesterday it seems that whenever i tried to talk about what i was feeling i started to cry. i hate crying. i hate having irrational girl emotions.

i think that i was most upset that i couldnt celebrate my 'special day' with my family and friends. funny, cause last year i ( Read more... )

    The First

Okay, okay, okay. Many moons have passed since I promised to start this journal but here I am. Now I finally had a chance to sit down and go online, it took me two freaking hours to pick out what layout style and colors I wanted (of course, I think that I could do a much better job designing my own). But I shant be angry. As you may ( Read more... )