looks like its just us now, you will never love me again

so it seems to be another lonely night but it's okay. i think i am getting used to this

don't worry girl i still love and miss you, i just don't see a point in this because now i don't need you anymore ( Read more... )

i sit here in this room feeling like i am in a topical jungle about to die..it is so freaking humid and hot dang i regret wearing clothes today...

i am tired of feeling alone someone save me from this place

p.s. does anyone want to work for me today, i really don't want to work

fuck your feelings for me, they are gone now

and now i have gone away from this place forever
i'm gone...

i haven't really slept in 8 days. With insomnia, nothing is real. Everything is far away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy. these are the words that ran through my mind for the past couple days. i go to bed at two or three every morning and get up at seven. i have more time, but it bothers me because i am always tired.i feel like i am ( Read more... )

i hope you know i love you angela, i know this is over but i still have hope for us. this just doesn't feel right. i am sorry for pushing away. you know i didn't mean things that i said. i love you. i can't get you out of my mind. the thought of you keeps me up at night, like now. why can't you love me back like you used to. i promise i will do ( Read more... )

and so i return, depressed as always when i write in this bitch, but this time different. this is probably the worst time in my life i have ever come across but in the same way it is the best. i think i need to do this on my own, everyone i once had has been taken from me now for real and now this shit is mine to handle. so don't try to help and ( Read more... )

good day journal,
sorry i have been neglectinging you but i don't really have much to say to you anymore. my life is great, my family is great my friends are great, my girl is great. i just wanted to say hi and also say thanks for being there for me when i really dind't have anyone. i am sure i will be back journal, i always am.