In other words, I love you.

[skank_ho_bich]

I can't sleep so I'll write a little bit...for the first time I got really pissed off at Cassie. I hate it when she gets drunk without me, but she's always been drunk without me lol. It doesn't happen everyday, but I want to be there with her when she's in that condition. I'd never get drunk without her because I will never put myself in a

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[lucky13]

Where can I find more guys like you?

I hate, hate, hate when my boi gets drunk without me, but doesn't really seem to notice. &I know exactly how you feel about being left out! Every damn time I leave more people show up &the real fun happens. *cries* =]

'I wouldn't hurt so goddamn much if I didn't feel them.' You sound exactly like me. There's so many thoughts I wish I could let go of, but it never seems to happen. The best you can do is just trust. &I hope you're able to!

[skank_ho_bich]

Thank you for that comment it made me feel more dignified in saying that, and I do trust her. It just got to a breaking point where I just couldn't take it anymore. She really did sound truely sorry though, and thanks again for what you said.

[dizzybordon]

I'm sure I shouldn't pay it any mind, but it gets to me when you say no one has ever been considerate of how you feel. I can remember all the hell I went through for you and to keep my friends from being a complete dick to you. All that shit and it's so quickly forgotten.

..did you know that?

..guess not.

[skank_ho_bich]

I did know that

Honestly, I subconciously exclude you any bad thoughts I have of my ex's because I don't really have any...my mind is really cloudy and really tired by the time I wrote this...I never say anything bad about you, and I never will...I think I was just really out of it when I tried to write it down. Whatever though, I didn't mean to offend you. Most of my pain and anguish comes from Kristina...

[dizzybordon]

Then I completely apologize for going off on you.

..and feel free to come to me if you want to talk.

[skank_ho_bich]

Thank you for lending your hand, because I need someone like you to share my thoughts with. You've always been really good at giving me advise. I'm gonna go to bed right now but I'll talk to you tomorrow. I've kinda been wondering what you have been up to.