I just got back home from 30 Foot Fall show, and Will's birthday celebration thing. I saw Vatos Locos for the first time when they opened for 30 Foot Fall, and they were fucking BAD ASS. I fuckin loved it so much. They're a really hardcore Rock n' Roll band, and I mean Rock n' Roll the old school type. 30 Foot Fall played all there usual except ( Read more... )

Ok, I was really bitter in that last one. I just tried to cover it up, but I had made it clear that I was ill-content with my life's situation. Man, FUCK this emo shit I hate. I'm better than emo. I sound a bit cocky there...I just don't like it when I sound asshole-ish. It ain't me. I feel like i want Kelly more than I want anyone else really. She ( Read more... )

Fuck all this shit that's been happening to me over the past week. Eversince Kelly broke up with me I've been living a life filled with SHIT. The only happiness I find is when I hung out with Kristina, when Rebecca called, and when Im with the guys. I always love it when Rebecca calls. I've always had a thing for her eversince I first really got to ( Read more... )

I got kicked out of the Strawberry Festival on Saturday. After we heard the results and that Mark's band we snuck into this 21 and up party with the help of Mark's friend Kristina. Then Marcus's gf was walking through and this guy grabbed her and kissed her on the lips. That pissed Marcus off so badly, and all of a sudden he started his way towards ( Read more... )

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Everyone is trying to explain just what punk is. It's a lot of things that can't be described in one word. I never refer to myself as one, but as myself. As an individual. People have the right to call me or label me whatever they want to, and if they want to call me Punk Rock. Than that's what they will say. I dont really care anyway. Well I got ( Read more... )

Well I'm single once again...what really pushed me to do so was that Kelly had started calling me, and I never knew how much feelings I had repressed after she broke up with me. This doesn't mean we will be going out again. I'd love to though, frankly. She really did make me happy. No matter how much I tried to hide the fact that I was hurt; I ( Read more... )

Today was a really good day, I have to leave soon so i'll save the stories i suppose. I've so fucking emotional this week its been crazy. I just have been dead tired, because I haven't been able to sleep. I should try and avoid talking to some people at night when I'm tired like that though. It don't quite mix well. Prom's tomorrow, and I really do ( Read more... )

Tomorrow's my birthday...I've figured it's just another day really. This time I'll be 18 though...I might go and buy some porn or something. Then sell it to minors. I like helping my community like that. I also will probably buy cigarettes for them too. Anything to help out the community. I've realized in the 17 years and 364 days of being me that ( Read more... )

This friday I turn 18. Im watching this thing about angels...its fuckin unbelievable. I mean I believe in spirits but not angels. Thats just ridiculous. I can't believe they actually waste time on this bullshit. It's only because these fuckin housewives have run out of men to fuck in there neighborhoods, so they make up this bullshit about angels. ( Read more... )