i feel so0o alone...like that anti drug commercial where that girl is drowning and like her friend is just watching ..everybody is watching me drown..and nobody wants to help..this past week has been HORRIBLE!!!! it all started last friday, my mom had the idea to order food from berryhill and she said spinach and corn ENCHiLADAS but she meant to ( Read more... )

ughhhhh! ..jesus has been a real dick to me lately ...i wanna tell him something ..i don't know how i know he thinks i'm so0o immature and beneath him..he's so arrogant . i hate how he talks to me like i'm some dumb kid , maybe i am ...i'm dumb for being with someone as condescending as him. he needs a major wake up call ..i think i'm going to ( Read more... )

scourge muffin ...fuckin gold

were the romans really that romantic? why cant it be greecantic...or etruscantic?? FUCK ROME
i dunno ..
my mind wanders
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woah...i haven't updated in a lo0o0o0onngg time! ..."big o0oo0o"
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i ...am ...so0o0o ...PISSED!!! bill won't let larissa file me as a dependant ..just because it'll take away from his deductions! is that all i am to him??...he's so0o selfish ...if he'd let larissa file me then i get 500 and she gets 500 and if he files me then i get nothing and he gets a FUCKING deduction! ASSHOLE..SELFISH ASSHOlE! if it was ( Read more... )

jesus has been so0o0o sweet to me ...i don't know what it is that makes him different now...i like it ..i think sex is BETTER when feelings are involved......♥!

yess..i got all my "jesus" problems under control! i think he really has feelings for me..we have a "real date" on monday..we're going to go see the misfits starring clark gable and marilyn monroe ...i love spending time with him..like yesterday we spent hours at the galleria..i bought the new dolce&gabbana perfume...very light and citrus-y mhmm

it is oficially my birthday !!! it was the best!! even though stupid brody ruined it... i love WILL,JULIE,MELiSSA,SOPHIE,JESUS,ZACH,JOEL,ROBERT,annnd Jenn..even if she couldn't make it ..i feel the love!

♥

my birthday is going to suck

**EDIT**
♥i'd like to say thanks to my friends who were here for my birthday ♥
you guys are the best!
i♥you
!!!!!
!!
♥