These are pictures to sum up my weekend...Justin you'll be apart of this soon... it'll be better than ever! Check um out i think you'll all get a kick out of um ;)

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i feel so sick to my stomach, i got stuck in Rite Aid talking to Sky and her mom for an hour. it was good to see Sky before her big night but i missed Justin's call and now he's not answering the phone... this was my only chance to talk to him this week. what am i supposedt to do? i hate this. i waited all week for this and now it's gone. all i ( Read more... )

things have gotten worse... Justin's parents have gone to a whole new level and it's just not right. the stuff they think about him crushes my heart into ablivion. i don't know when things will be the way thery're supposed to be. i will always love him and i'll never leave him.

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i hung out with stephie yesterday. we watched Audrey Hepburn in "Sabrina" and gawked over how flawless and how fucking georgous she is. then we both got really depressed cause we want to live in the 30's, 40's, or 50's. today cars are shit, clothing is shit, manners are shit, and everything just has a lack of style and quality to it. i think i'm ( Read more... )

no fun anymore... where has all the fun gone? i suppose you can make your own but it's never quite the same. i miss truly being happy and content. it's seems like there's an absense of activity around me. but i feel like staying in my room for a good month, when i go out i acomplish NOTHING. it's not upsetting at the moment but i'm later on when i ( Read more... )

I love you Justin... you are my life ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do these days. i'm up in Bellingham right now. i have untill 2:00 to just shoot the breeze. i want to cry but i'm in a place with tons of people at the college and i'm supposed to be extreamly quiet on top of that. from what Justin told me today in his e-mail on top of what he told me the last couple days while he was away, i ( Read more... )