I neglected to mention the rest of the "i read Dan's profile" comment. Anyway, his marital status used to say, "I'm saving myself for a cool punk chick" and now it says, "Hey things are looking up!" Any comments?

You can read journal entry upon journal entry from elementary school and junior high school where I say things like, "Well the boys might not like me now, but someday I'll be really pretty and they will all want to be with me!" Funny how you wich for things and when they happen you widh you could unwish them. ~.~ Basically, right now I'm lost in ( Read more... )

damn, I have a lot to freakin' write. Okay, first I have to see where i left off. Okay the last time I wrote everything was really great and I had just decided to go with it... Then, well, I didn't. It just seemed like everytime I was with Tom he just didn't want to be near me. He was "tired" or "hyper" or anything that would keep him away from ( Read more... )

So just read the one above this one cause I'm dumb. Punk shows are a work out... ow... ow... ow...

Keke I hate it when I over react. :) I talked to Tom. He's just... lost as far as what to do and I've just decided to just kinda, go with it for now. Be happy with seeing him and talking to him when I can and leave it at that. ^.~ I saw the Monkey's Friday night at the Lowell memorial Auditorium, and it was sooooo cool! Heh! Then yesterday ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm fucking sick of this no school shit. I'm going to be in classes till fucking August if this keeps up. Goddamit, I'm cold and lonely. :( Anyway, still no contact with the boy. Sometimes I don't really care (like now), and other times I cry for three hours (like this morning). So it's kind of a mixed bag. Been talking to Dave a lot ( Read more... )

i hate this. i called him this morning and he blew me off... what the fuck?! he didn't call me at all today... i dont expect him to... what's going to happen when i see him in LONG art Thurday?! What the hell am i going to say to him? are we just going to drift apart...? ::sigh:: I hate this. I wanted this to work... shit.

I am ticked off. I must be expecting too much from Tom. Seriously. I like him a lot and I know he LIKED me, but does he sill? I mean, I dont feel like he likes me very much. :( We hardly talk, he never calls (unless it's calling me back, and even sometimes he doesn't do that) and I just get the over all impression he's not really interested ( Read more... )

Well, no school today. Yup. As expected. Well anyway... last night I called Tom around 9:30 because I could wait any longer. It seems to me that he never wants to call me, but he always wants to talk when I call so I guess it doesn't matter. Well, I fell asleep pn the phone around 10:30 and I'm not sure what happened but I ended up getting the ( Read more... )

Hey. I went to the mall today with Kevin and Justin. It was fun. We people watched. People are fucking scary, but that's kinda... a given. (incedentally, Dan LaVine introduced me to a really really good comic called, "I Feel Sick"... more about that another time) There were a couple of Silver Ravenwolf books I wanted to buy, but I didn't. I' ( Read more... )