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[skankinsmurfett]

Hah its funny because it wasnt until I watched 7th heaven today when I realised how horrible I am. Really, I am quite a negative person depending on the situation, but i LOATE happy families. Even just random shit I make little cmments here and there to friends as jokes, which usually are obnoxious and I brush them off. Funny as it seems I can

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[confusedsmiley]

Hmm, see it funny, im not gonna tell you thats all wrong to just make you feel better. You and i both know a large chunk of that is true. You very much so can be critical of anything u dislike in small amounts, and yes you are very independant from your family. But your looking at it the wrong way. The critical aspet of yourself helps you be straight forward and honest towards your opinions; alot of people value you that in someone when they can say it to their face. And, maybe no you dont have the happiest brandy bunch family but the independance that you have learnt to understand and grow into from not having them there for you has grown to your advantage. Id take any day to be able to tell someone exactly how i feel and to be able to feel completely independant and not reliant on others. Really, embrace wat you have because you may see it as a flaw, but in many ways its a huge aspect to your life.

[spiderugly]

I loved this person who didn't love me
I stuck around, hoping that they would see
Unwilling to loose -Reluctant to care
So confident in the substances we'd share

There was a ghost who haunted my head
Paid close attention to every word he said
Gave him perfection � All I could give
But what he wanted -was for me not to live

Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You�re pulling ahead � left me falling behind
bummer
blank and so beautiful beige and benign
You're pulling ahead left me I'm falling behind
bummer
Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You pulled ahead � left me failing��

I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and I was never the same
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party band I was never the same