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okay. i haven't updated in a while. is that bad? hrm. i dont know.
schools out, yes. i passed world history[omg, unbelieveable!], chemistry, and television broadcasting. i'm not too sure about german though. i hope i passed it. okay.. school is over for the summer. wow. junior next year. this feels so odd.
i chopped off all my hair today, and i like it. <3 hehe. well. yeaaaahh.. i'll post piccys or something later!
i kinda feel all out of it right now. my leg hurts, and so does my head. but thats besides the point. i feel all out of it, as in depressed. but i dont know what my problem is. i guess its loneliness, right? my goal for this summer is to find a boy. that'd be nice. one that wants to be mine, and wants to do cute things with me. that'd be wonderful. and i'd love it so much. i just wish someone would want me, but that's not going to happen anytime soon, right.
contacts. wow. i'll be getting them in about a week, when they come in. i'll be able to get way cool sunglasses! yes!!!!!!!!! haha. i'm so dorky.
ive been way emo lately. listening to way emo music toooo. Something Corporate, Dashboard Confessional, the get up kids, the rocket summer, the postal service, and various other things like that. heh. >_>
last night, we, being my mommy and i, went to her friends new house. Jason.. he has a house, and its huge. this is sooo odd. i'm used to him in his tiny appt. and now, he has a huge hosue in four hills. we checked it out last night, and sat around, and just talked. for about... 2 hours or so. it has the coolest radio built right into the wall.. a whopping 40 watts or something. haha, it was the coolest thing ever, it barely worked though, i got it to work alittle bit. but it was oooooooold. it was also an intercom system.. it was seriously out of the 50s. i have a piccy of it, i'll upload it later! there was also this room in his house, that had red carpet, and fuzzy red velvet striped wallpaper. haha, it was awesome tooo! before we went to this thing, we went to Smiths to buy beer to take, and i saw this college guy, and i was like "oo, he's pleasant to look at!" and then.. he was at the house when we got there. oo. it was amazing. i think he was 22 or even 23. but yeah, him and i had a nice time talking to eachother. lol. he's too old for me, thats what my mommy told me. i want to go to the launchpad more often now, because i bet i'll see him there!
i fucking talk to much.
guess what. i still havent seen rachel. its been over 8 months. wow. oh well. i guess our friendship is completely over now.
i want to hang out with boys this summer.. i get along better with boys than i do with girls, normally. hrm.
i dont really know what else to write.
i miss aaron.. .sooooooo much. him and i better get to hang out when he comes back to albuquerque, if we don't, i'd be heartbroken. and that'd be way sad.
hopefully something good happens to me this summer.
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