i just dont know..

ive been in this funk lately. i just dont want to do anything. albuquerque fucking sucks when you have no one to run around it with. germany was fun, you could drink alcohol. that was nice. i'm basically all alone here.

i hate being all like.. cooped up in my house.. i used to be okay with it, but now i never want to be here.. but ( Read more... )

okay. right now, i'm in germany, i'm in freiburg staying with my host family. they're really nice ( Read more... )

whoa.. this is it. i'm leaving today for Germany.

eeee! i'm so excited. and scared!

i'm gonna have so much fun though.. 15 days, and 13 kids, and one teacher. EEEEEEEE. no parents!

eee. yeah. i'll be back the 26th.

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i should update more. i dnot have much to talk about now-a-days though. my life is rather dull.. and i make it seem worse than it is. and i cry.. alot ( Read more... )

this is my valentines day update ( Read more... )

update ( Read more... )

its early.. yeah. i am in the middle of blowdrying my hair ( Read more... )

long time. no update. SORRY EVERYONE! 'kay, so i'm sitting here in my fouth period.. htv rocks! well.. we dont do much in this class, but its still pretty good. i have a 102.1% it's rockin. =D ( Read more... )

+updates+

>_>

yet another journal i never update in.. well.. since like.. july or something. i only use my dead journal on a regular basis.

i might start posting here again, but i doubt it.

<3

back from my trip to seattle.

joy.

not.

i dont like it here.

lonelyness sucks. I FUCKING HATE IT. i just wish i had someone. =[

anyways.. ill post more later.