i got promoted on tues, to specialist E-4. next rank is seargant. ill get that in a yr i hope. my wife is coming to visit me and ill finally get to touch her pregnant belly and kiss it. i love her so much that it kills me to only see her every 3 or 4 months. its hard on us but soon she will be living with me. before the baby is born ( Read more... )

well its nice to finally get some time to update this thing ( Read more... )

ever feel like no matter what you do, or how well things seem to be, you still are, and will always be, a complete failure?

my new tat. its on my left forearm and its still healing.


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i really really really miss my wife. i love her sooooo much that being away from her is tearing me apart. im so down and depressed without her in my life. as happy as she makes me, and as happ as i am to be a father, im still very sad. it makes me want to be a hermit and just lock myself in my room at the barracks and not do anything at all. i need ( Read more... )

today i am 24 yrs old. life has gone by so quickly, and the rest of it will fly by just as fast. before i know it ill be 50 ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be a daddy ( Read more... )

work is chaotic. 12-4=7hrs to go.

gonna be one of those nights.

i love ebay! i just got a slightly used PS2 slim, gran turismo 3 and 4, mem card, controller, all that stuff and for only $147.00 which is a good deal considering that how much a new one goes for plus the games. and GT4 is brand new so theres $50 just for that.
also got a watch for my wife, and another watch for myself.

the roller coaster of life is not that fun. contrary to what it may seem like my life aint all that great. i try to post mostly positive or funny things in my journal. i didnt want my journal to be a downer to those who may read it. but at the moment this is where i choose to release. my normal avenues of releiveing stress, anxiety, or sadness are ( Read more... )