[. so sweetly she sucks away at my time .]

[skaredfromhate]

love.............the one emotion i will never understand............nor will anyone else............its not possible........i fuckin hate body language.........and fuckin vibes.........and weird feelings you get when you think you know whats going on................you know i try so fucking hard............for everyone.......but nothing changes

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[xxsporkpixiexx]

Well certainly I hope you dont off yourself and drown.If you need to talk I will talk to you if your ever online.Sorry things are shitty.
_nikki_

[needofsalvation]

I know how you feel and I would talk to you more often if I had a phone or the internet. How you just get those gut instincts, those feelings that you know something's going on or something's wrong.... I know exactly what you mean. I got that feeling 'round the time Lee started coming around, but nooooooooooooo. Nothing was going on. They're just friends. Bull fucking shit. And I knew it. But I let myself get walked all over. I let it happen. But, today, I'm a much smarter person because of it. I'm much more cautious. In a way, a good thing. I also feel like I don't mean anything to anyone, and I'm pretty much right. But there is a difference between you and I: I don't really care if I mean anything to anyone or not. When you have nothing, you can lose nothing. That's also why I don't get my hopes up for anything. Then you can be let down. And being let down hurts. Remember: either life is what you make it or life is what you allow other people to make it for you. If you ever need to talk and have a ride or can

[marks_love]

Hey caleb... i hope that u r okay now... i really do maybe u just need to get out and do something with the ppl u care about n not be alone... b/c the simple fact that n school u seem better... i just hope ur okay...