When one door slams in your face, another one opens and sometimes you fall through like it or not.

[skarlettsiren]

So it's been a while since i posted anything. Not because i have nothing to say, rather i have so much on my mind that i don't know where to start.  I've started an entry at least 20 times, only to cease within the first paragraph. However, i think the time has come to sort out my thoughts. For me the best way to do that is often to write them, so

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[stuntdog63]

Ha, wrong! I did miss you. and I read it all too.

[lokiwings]

Both of you assholes need to come up to Orlando >B(. I miss hanging out with you and Chris!

Good luck hun ;-)

Thank you

[skarlettsiren]

I have a great sense of peace about this whole thing. I will tell him you are saying hello and miss him, but i don't know how he'll take it. He feels somehow like you deserted him when we broke up...

Re: Thank you

[lokiwings]

I am a loner by nature, tell him I apologize for making him feel that way. You know more than most what I've been going through in the past year and a half or so. He's not the only one I simply didn't find the will to call.

PLUS, I hate phones. There are like 5 people in the entire world I can call up and have a conversation with on a regular basis.

I don't really understand the whole desertion thing, we never really talked a great deal when you guys WERE dating, we just got along great when I was down there and I'd hope we still do.

I dunno - I like Chris I think he's a great guy. If I lived down there I think we'd probably hang out really often. But as I'm not much for most methods of communication that don't involve the written word and he and I were never on AIM at the same moments in time... I can't really help. If he still feels that way I won't say I understand, but I will say I respect his feeling.

Re: Thank you

[lokiwings]

I totally didn't close that italics bracket :(