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i made a hardcore mess last night.
i hate cleaning up blood.

what to do today.
thrift store?
art store?
nothing?

i just miss collin.

i eat alot of fucking oatmeal.
i recently figured out the secret to making it perfectly.

what fucking day is it.

and i'd like to fall asleep
to the beat of you breathing.


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nothing has ever
ever
made me feel
the way this boy
makes me feel.

jesse:"what would you do with 200 million dollars?"
collin:"pfft dude. i'd get married.i'd get a house outside the city and have a bunch of kids and a dog."

my heart.
she is stilled.

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in high school
i had a big crush on collin.
audrey and i would always pass him in the hall
between 8th and 9th period
in the 10th grade
and swoon together.
cause he is so god damn cute.

and now he sleeps in my bed.

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stop crying.

2

long

months
.

it will be hard.

i will be almost done with school by then.
i will be alomost done with store 4106 by then.

will i be different then?

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i want to be blonde ( Read more... )

it is becomg apparent to me ( Read more... )

sleep is strange lately ( Read more... )