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[skate_avenger]

i feel like i'm in a very weird place in my life right now. i'm back at purdue, and have been for close to two weeks now, and i sorta feel like a grown up. i have a single apartment, lots of classes, bills, and a job. i'm taking statistics, food and nutrition, math 152, english 390B: introduction to business writing tutoring, portuguese, and a

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[skate_avenger]

it does, i miss her so much all the time. the only time that i feel better is when i'm out with friends or out at a party that she's not. it's the only way i can have a clear mind, but as soon as i'm by myself again, it's all i can think about and it makes me so upset. i've been trying to distance myself, and i haven't talked to her since she told me not to say anything to her anymore. it hurts a lot. i hate the fact that i am forced to see her all the time since we basically have all the same friends. it's so inconvenient. it makes it all the worse knowing she could show up at a party with another boy at any given time. it's frightening. i'm trying for now.

and i would really love to get lunch/dinner with you soon. really soon. and i would also like to drink with you really soon too! but you're pretty busy with your internship, so i will be patient with that.