so, i'm pretty happy about the way things are going right now. i have a headache, and my stomach hurts. a hangover, but last night was absolutely amazing. Brazil and Forgive Durden, and then getting completely shit faced with wonderful people in a ridiculously big apartment above a restaurant downtown. going home intoxicated with good friends, and ( Read more... )

things are good right now. i've met a girl. she's fantastic. show tonight. "the messengers" with her on monday and american idol with her on tuesday. i'm liking the way things are looking right now. it's real real cold and i hate going outside. too bad all my friends live like ten miles away. oh well. i've made a lot of new friends in my dorm over ( Read more... )

but it's not because i am tired,or hurt,or bitter,or unable. it's not because i am lazy,or weak,or lacking. i have my reasons. i am staring at the ceiling fan. watching it go around and around and around. it is humid. my skin is sticky. my clock is glowing 1:23PM. my head hurts. hangover. slowly,out of bed,i make my way to the kitchen. underwear ( Read more... )

a good fucking birthday.
i love my friends.
i'm over you. and this. things are okay.

heart pounding. pounding on the inside of his chest. he can feel it throughout his entire frame. a dull pain has settled deep within his stomach and it has been there for quite sometime. blank eyes stare at a blank ceiling,and he hates the fact that sleep gets harder and harder to come by as the nights progress. completely black,the room seems so ( Read more... )

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i'm back at Purdue,and i'm not too sure if i am ok with that. classes started today,and again,i don't know if i am ok with that. math is going to suck and i don't know if i want to deal with that this semester. i have a feeling my other classes are going to be lame as well. i want the weather to be warm. i am tired of always having to go outside in ( Read more... )

2006 was a good fucking year.

You're not alone, there is more to this, I know. You can make it out, you will live to tell. Three boys laying in a field of long, flowing grass. A slight warm breeze. The grass moves and a few leaves fall from the sky. The sky is pure blue, giant clouds scatter the heavens. The sun is bright. So bright. They lay and stare at the sky. Birds fly ( Read more... )

Staring out the window, the sky is gray and covered with clouds. There's a warmth in the air. A warmth that's not natural for this time of year. It makes me feel. There's a breeze in the air, a soft, gentle breeze that's a constant. It brings me warmth. The leaves are falling from the sky like rain. Red, Yellow, Orange drops. Covering the ground. ( Read more... )