Comments | skatekwondo: Too much

skatekwondo

Too much

Mar 20, 2007 15:51

I have been depressed for awhile now. Today my sadness is practically unbearable. I feel on the edge of a breakdown. Thinking about work, karate, the whole lot of it, I just want to curl into a ball and cry. I keep trying to fight how I feel, putting on a smile and a fake it til I make it attitude. But I'm tired of faking. I'm hurting, folks. Bad. ( Read more... )

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jforward March 20 2007, 23:58:52 UTC

I've been where you are before. In fact, I'm not too far from it myself right now, though probably for other reasons. It's tough - really tough to go through. I know you don't want pep talks or fakeness to uplift you and I don't plan on giving it. But I do want you to know that you have always been my friend and will continue to be my best friend. In good times and especially through the dark times, I'm there for you. Whatever you want to do in life (what you want, not influenced by anything else), I say go for it. Just know that I care deeply about you and I empathize a lot whenever you go through things. I will back you up and support you 100% of the way, my friend.

skatekwondo March 21 2007, 15:21:22 UTC

A friend will bail you out of jail.

A best friend will be sitting in the cell with you saying, "Damn, that was fun!"

Thanks for being my best friend.

jforward March 21 2007, 15:36:22 UTC

Well... yeah! But now who are we gonna find that's the moneybags that can bail both of us out of jail?

martini_romance March 21 2007, 03:03:21 UTC

if you need to talk, i know exactly how you feel. and i'm always here for you. you know i love you. <3

skatekwondo March 21 2007, 15:20:06 UTC

I'm sending you an email today.

martini_romance March 21 2007, 15:55:12 UTC

i'm gonna be gone all day today, but i'll get your email late tonight, and write back then. I hope you're having a better day today.

redshelley March 21 2007, 11:46:47 UTC

Do what you want to do my dear. Don't ever let feelings of guilt or that you THINK you might let someone else down, because you are rong...the only person you will be letting down is yourself.

Clearly you aren't happy...be selfish and do it for you, not for anyone else ...JUST for once in your life...you need this

love
xx

skatekwondo March 21 2007, 15:19:32 UTC

You have become one of my best friends and our daily conversations mean so much to me. I love you.

jubella March 21 2007, 14:59:11 UTC

I've been there.
To that place where you think everything is worthless and you just can't go on anymore.
But don't give up.
No matter how hard, how brutal,
don't give up.
Don't let them win.
The Rmy doesn't want to mourn a fallen soldier.
♥

skatekwondo March 21 2007, 15:17:15 UTC

I love you. Thank you. *hugs*