i miss my grandpa :-(

saying i'm stressed out right now would be a huge fucking understatement elfjeklqfn;qklefoj

i am seriously not having a good day. they changed the way i get paid... bc i guess i'm classified as a "temp," they used to pay me every week and not have to take taxes out and everything, which was awesome. now i'm on the reg payroll and i could deal with the taxes, but getting paid every 2 weeks fucking SUCKS. it means i wont get my check until ( Read more... )

when you feel as you'll never be able to go home again, start to build a new one. new memories are still left to be made

i love how just as soon as we're starting to make plans and it seems things are going good for a while, it all blows up in my face. dropping off the map and backing out like a frightened dog with its tail between its legs. why is it so hard to have a stable relationship? what is wrong with us?? maybe we just aren't compatible. or too compatible, ( Read more... )

crocheting a scarf
jacks mannequin on repeat
bones marathon
se7en comic books -- sloth
new hamster needs a name
i finally remembered his name
i wish i knew what song that was i heard today

faith does not protect you. medicine and airbags... those are things that protect you. God does not protect you. intelligence protects you. enlightenment. put your faith in something with tangible results. how long has it been since someone walked on water? modern miracles belong to science... computers, vaccines, space stations... even the divine ( Read more... )

three things to never believe from a man: i love you, the checks in the mail, and i won't come in your mouth

pretty eyed. pirate smile. you'll marry a music man.

i swear i should start keeping track because i bet it is exactly every six months that i get nostalgic for my first love. looking through old pictures, watching the videotapes of him singing... it always happens but it's been getting less appealing each time. maybe i'm finally learning my lesson