the things people will do
get more and more unbelievable every fucking second
i'm in shock

screaming gets you nothing

well i'm fucking bored and feel like updating this pile
if you dont want to read about me complaining then keep scrolling down and away from this entry

1. you ignore me constantly
2. the only time you'll speak with me is when we're wasted just to tell me to talk to you tomorrow or when you're not fucked up pretty much to just get rid of me and shut ( Read more... )

every day i find more and more things out that i never knew
and i'm hating more and more people that i thought were my friends
every fucking day

look around you
and count how many people are real
or at least who you think is real
then compare it to the amount of fake people you know
you'll find interesting results

And when you decked me
You left me knocked out on the floor
I came to bloodied up, but you weren't around
I picked my teeth off the ground like they'd been there before

i really dont want to do this anymore
it's just not what i want
period.

i simply cannot believe this is happening
i'm absolutely crushed and i can't believe any of it
looks like october wont be too much better than september after all

the end to september is finally almost here
and i couldn't be happier about it

this month has sucked so badly i can't describe it
and i'm just ready for it to be gone for good
with the worst end to it involving cops, partying, and alot of kids getting fucked over  for a good amount of time

And I'm trying to figure out
What you're all about these days
I don't have much to say to you

And I've been drunker than a skunk
Ever since the day I left you

If I would have known just how things would have ended up I just would have let myself die