so this is an entry because i feel that it has been a while since last entered. a shit load of stuff has went down since last, nothing good. well the girl of my dreams is going out with someone and it just kills me. i love hanging out with her because she is beutiful, fun, caring, smart, funny, and all around amazing but when its her and her ( Read more... )

man life sucks right now, why, cuz i cant tell the girl that i like how i feel about her. and its really starting to eat away at me. i know that its not healthy but im afraid, yes me afraid, of rejection, and making things awkward. i dont want that to happen. i want a girl to cuddle up with and watch a movie, i want a girl that i can tell ( Read more... )

so i got suspended today for tardies haha. im not allowed to go to school tomorrow because i dont go to school. some one tell me if that makes sense to them cuz it sure as hell doesnt make sense to me. i mean giving me the iss thursday and fraday makes sense but oh no please dont make me miss school. but other than that not a damn thing is ( Read more... )

so we have one 6 weeks left of school, well most do, i have to get in gear with economics but everything else is good, but with that economics i need to do some stuff but i dont feel good so im going to make his one a short one.

Duece

alright so the plans have changed it is now the aaa's back in the saddle changed plans to come back wednesday instead of saturday like the plan was but its better this way ashton is able to go so now im stoked again and cant wait till saturday ill see everybody there if you want to come call me for directions haha vodka here i come ( Read more... )

so this spring break was going to be awesome but with the news that i just recieved i beleive that it is going to suck big ole dick now, see the aaa's planned on going and ruling lubbock but now with the events that have just went down it might be lonely a with me being the only one that is going down, ashton just informed me after weeks of ( Read more... )

so i just have to make it through this week and then im off to l u b b o c k, shit yea its going to fucking rule a whole week of not having to worry about a god damn thing that is going to be sweeeet. but it will make it sweeter if alex and ashton are able to come, i really hope they are able to. but it might suck because the cd/dvd/mp3 flip out ( Read more... )

so i just watched a seriously bad ass movie. It was called Garden State and it was one of the best movies in the world. i dont know why but it was one of those movies that just made you think and just really put you in perspective. i really enjoyed it alot. the trip is going fine so far the snow is really good and everything has been alright so ( Read more... )

so i have come to the decision to go to colorado this week, and miss school, hopefully when i get back i can make up the work and still be on that a b honor roll since i have been for the 11 years of schooling, ashton g might come with me , that would rule, if not im going stag. hope that its grand fun, leave me a message so when i get back i feel ( Read more... )

so these are the things that are streesing me out really bad right now. (in no particular order ( Read more... )