well the beginning of your live journal made the hapiest person in the world...but then i read the last line and i felt like eveeything was a lie...i hate this bull shit...
okay...i realize that i was being a bitch about the smoking...it's just that i care about you...and i know what they can do to you...i have a friend you wishes they had never started smoking because now they are almost unable to do sports and even talk on the phone for a long period of time...i know that sounds crazy...but it's true...and i dont' want you to turn out like that even if i do not know you when you get to that stage...just the thought is enough to keep me going on at you about not smoking...you know that i care and it really hurts me every time you smoke because i care so much...and i do not know what to do with all of these feelings that make me care so much because obiously i shouldn't care because it seems to hurt me every time...i know that you don't want to quit so why should i make you...but just keep in mind what it has done to my friend...and how this friend says that he/she will kick my ass if i ever start...so...i hope that you at least get the giff of where i am coming from...okay...i will talk to you later...
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i dont think you have any idea how good it makes me feel to hear that you care about me that much. its not that i dont want to quit, its just that it is really hard for me. im constantly being surrounded by people who smoke. you have to understand that i REALLY am trying.
you know that i care...how could you not know?...no matter...now you know how much i care...or i hope you do...well...if you get this before i talk to you you need to come over tonight at like 4:30 or so...you neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to...yup yup yup...oh and you should come on monday to my house...for hannah/micahl's birthday party....it will be hella cool...you know what's gonna be there...ye-yah...okay well....i am glad that you are not angry with me...or i hope that you are not angry with me....are you angry with me?...just give me a call later... ~Maya p.s.no that was not me...sorry...who was it?
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ill talk to you later.
ps-was that you who posted the anonomuos comment?
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~Maya
p.s.no that was not me...sorry...who was it?
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