I slept for 18 hours. I went to take a nap at 1pm yesterday and woke up at 7:30 this morning. What the fuck?

I nearly had a panic attack today. It would have been the first in over 18 months (since starting Lexapro) and it would have been the first to happen around an over whelming group of people that were not strangers. I was at work and had been there for many hours and was trying like hell to get stuff done in a severely limited amount of space and ( Read more... )

I am totally in love with my new town. I drove around it today (since I had the rental car with a/c) and am just absolutely in love with Hightstown. Our apartment is freakin' awesome, but out cute little town is just so damn CUTE! Okay, now back to the sweating...

Moving sucks. Moving in July is the worst idea of all time. Thoughts of the big new apartment are the only thing keeping me going at this point.

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Oh, and the assistant store manager called me a Rockstar. Yes, sir, in fact I am a Rockstar. Thank you.

Today was my second day on the job at Healthy Grocery and it was interesting. Yesterday, I simply trailed Sandra as she showed me the basics and we made some batters and baked a few things. Today, I was completely on my own. On my own as in, I was given a list, apologies were made and then I was alone in the bake shop for the rest of the day. So, I ( Read more... )

Last night, I relaxed. It was an amazing feeling. I hadn't felt truly relaxed in months and when I realized that I wasn't stressing about ANYTHING, it shocked me. I was relaxed. Amazing.

The wedding planning stuff is going surprisingly well. Brainstorming with Matt today brought out a really great idea that I shall tackle in the coming days. It's really really weird that I'm writing about my wedding. At least, it's weird to me. Maybe everyone else is thinking, "Geez, it's about time you got hitched!"

Matt asked. I said "of course." Worlds have collided and universes have shattered ;)