i don't understand.
i always end up discussing religion with nancy. it's horrible. i'll make a sarcastic comment at the news and she'll get offended. i try my best to avoid it and down play my beliefs but then, whythefuck should i? it's my opinion, i'm not changing it for anyone.
i don't understand why any woman would be a christian. for fucks sake, have you read the bible? i challenge anyone here to find a passage that honors or glorifies a woman. mother mary doesn't count because she's only known for having a kid. i mean, really, i'm sure she did some cool shit in her life. wtf?
from leviticus:
if a woman has a boy, she's unclean for a week. if she has a girl, she is unclean for two weeks. then she has to kill a sheep.
if a man rapes a woman, he then has to either kill her or marry her, because now, she is unclean. -and then he has to kill a sheep.
whatthefuck people. let's get this clear: THERE IS NO MAN IN THE SKY WHO LOVES YOU! he doesn't have a long white beard like santa, he doesn't sit on clouds reviewing his book, and there are no pearly gates. watch the discovery channel. it's outerspace up there, nothing else.
look at the egyptians and greeks. though they were male dominated and believed in gods, they still didn't treat women as horribly as christianity does. they had baths, wore makeup, enjoyed sex and honored the human body. they had perfume, and art, and deep thinkers. life was relatively great.
then rome springs up, christianity spreads, and suddenly we're forced to put our clothes on. stop bathing, stop fucking, it's bad for you. people were miserable (hence, the "dark ages"). life was cold, void of art and philosophy. -but they had their lawd.
funny enough, the gladiatoral games got worse when christians came into power. they would accuse people of crimes just so they could kill them in the ring. and they raised the penalty for crimes. things that had previously been punished by fines and community service were suddenly capital punishment. i don't know how many people, but over 5,000 animals were slaughtered in the colluseum EVERY DAY.
it blows my mind.
and self image is such a crock of shit. if you've had liposuction or breast implants, YOU'RE A FUCKING MORON. that's not celebrating the human form, that's altering it and creating such a horrific new standard. if you're too dumb to discipline yourself and think you need gastrointestional surgery, you should die. go live in a world of robots and synthesized franken-people.
my body is worn. my tits sag like the pigmy women on the discovery channel. the stretchmarks on my stomache look more a like a tiger clawed me across the gut. but i'm proud. i've earned my body and i'm keeping it. you only get marks like that by harboring a baby and nursing him. i'm proud of how i look without makeup, but sometimes, in celebration, i dress nice and wear makeup and perfume. -things that can be washed off at the end of the night.