What the fuck I havnt updated for like a year.... my summer has been decent so far. Havnt seen or heard from spencer in a long time... whatever he has got better things to do than hang with me... lol Its weird to think that we all dont have to go back to school, dont you think? I mean Im exited for college but high school has been our home for the ( Read more... )

Yo guys. Skip day was hella boring.... probably beacuse I didnt skip!!!!!lol
Jared, Eddie, Chad, and Colton are going to Nick G's graduation to day at 7:00 then we will find something cool to do later. Well I dont have anything eles to say so..................

I PASSED MY PRESENTATION ( Read more... )

WEll I just did my second presentation. I got 11 min again so my time is great, eveything is going according to plan. Tomorrow is final presentation. After that its all downhill.....YAY

Well these days I've been feeling so so so so much better now that I found myself able to just let everything go and return to the state of me not really caring about much. You all remember that?! well I was happy then. Im happy now. I was totally forced into getting over Sarah for the SECOND time. Hey thats what she wanted so thats what she got. ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was pretty awsome. I stayed sober for like only 10-11 hours during camping. It was much fun. The first night their was a ton of people who went. I was pretty messed up. The second night, I thought their wasnt going to be as many people... NO, NO Nick G's brother Brandon brought some more people. It was awsome. The first morning we ( Read more... )

First off V' I wasnt completely agreeing with him. The only thing I agreed with was the fact that its really just hurting me to stay like this I need to keep my self distracted from the whole ordeal! It will always be in my mind but as long as I try not to let it get to me. I think it will be ok. I still have deep feelings for her, its just mabey ( Read more... )

First off V' I wasnt completely agreeing with him. The only thing I agreed with was the fact that its really just hurting me to stay like this I need to keep my self distracted from the whole ordeal! It will always be in my mind but as long as I try not to let it get to me. I think it will be ok. I still have deep feelings for her its just mabey we ( Read more... )

Veronique NO I wasnt trying to piss you off I promise!!!! I am greatfull for both you and Spencer helping me. Your advice has helped me tremendously. And it will continue to help me. V' Spencer,... well yes he has no room to talk. The thing is I am starting to agree with the fact that I need to just let it go for a while. It is going to be very ( Read more... )

Well you guys. V' Spencer is partially right I do need to move on... again. At least untill things between her and I are finally resolved. I will always love her and if she feels she needs to downgrade to that horse looking, eye liner wearing fruit cake. I hope she is happy with him, and I hope he treats her better than I obviously didnt. If it ( Read more... )