Let me apologize to begin with .. for what I'm about to say.

But trying to be genuine, to be someone else and trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed. And somehow I got caught up in between my pride and my promises. Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way.

And things I want to say to you got lost before they came ..
Fear is ( Read more... )

THE WHOLE WORLD GETS ALONG, AND I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT YOU ONCE SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE ( Read more... )

From the second she shimmied in
I was intrigued by her essence
And my first instincts to make sure that my presence was felt
Simple and plain
I'm probably jumping the train
But all I could see was my name engraved on her belt
Hit the pause button
Damn!
I don't even know this girl
And I'm already practicing my sweet-nothins
But that's a classic ( Read more... )

So.

I have this friend.
I love her.
I adore her.
She means everything to me.

I just wish ...
sometimes.
She sees what I see.
That amazing personality.
The beautiful smile.

She is one of a kind.
<3

She rocks all the socks in my sock drawer.

So,

I've been pretty down the past few days. Haven't gotten to do much with Patrick. And it blows, cause my first night off is his first day back at work. Lame, indeed. I called him today, and it was weird being on the phione with him after not being able to talk for almost a week. Odd? I know how I feel about him, but with all this time in between ( Read more... )

1. name one person who made you smile today? 
Lindsey! It's always Lindsey ... 'I'm a pop sensation!!' ^_^

2. what were you doing at 8 this morning?
Driving home from work!

3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Running my audit at work

4. what is something that happened in 1995?
The Highway 63 Fire.

5. what is the last thing you said aloud?
Some drunk guy ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder who he's picturing
When he looks at me and smiles...

{  daylight.   turns.   to.   night.   and.   I.   am.   still.   alone.   }

My happiest moments wouldn't be complete if he weren't by my side

He is my happiest moments. He brings the smile to my face, he's the twinkle in my eye when I think aout him. He's what keeps me going. But ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

ok. seems my last many posts have been... not happy?
hmmm. well. we will see about this one. i hope to be happy.

i'm sick.

ok not a good start.

I'm totally bitter over this whole experience.

I wanna stop crying.

i hate pressure. and i desperately have to talk to someone

At first I was highly amused by the things you said because it showed ( Read more... )

Washington, Day Five of deliberations in the Scooter Libby trial. The courtroom is empty, and the mood in the media room is grim; everyone knows what a waste of time this trial has been. Scooter Libby either will or won't be convicted of perjury. But it doesn't matter, because by now we all know that all this was just a prosecutorial swing and miss ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm the one to blame.
Maybe it's better for all of us if she just has him.
I'm sick of fighting with her.

Game Over

You Win.

I can't do this anymore ...

i need a hug