i grind the fuck out of my teeth when i'm on these pain pills, i'm working with adrien brody on friday (helping out another hair and makeup artist), and today i realized how much i love working on photoshoots...no matter how stressed out i get, at the end of the day i'm smiling and happy with what i've done.

some recent stuff from my portfolio...

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so...yesterday? not so great. i don't like thinking about the past in regards to anything. having things get brought up that i most certainly do not want to think about, and having it completely break my heart, really is NOT on my list of things i want to go through again. i keep saying it's not a big deal, it's not my fault...and of course i check ( Read more... )

so i thought everything was fine after i spent a few hours in the ER last week...then last thursday (exactly a week after i went to the ER in myrtle beach) while i was in orlando, i woke up at 2am cramping again and woke scott up and started freaking out. started throwing up again, couldn't walk, kept getting waves of extreme pain and couldn't stop ( Read more... )

i found out today i have kidney stones, and i still hate the emergency room. i feel like shit.

back in south carolina...6 days at home was pretty much hell. except for the fact that i :
a. found out that jay z and beyonce bought a house in scarsdale.
b. drove around with naomi until we found his house, and now i will stalk him

if you know me at all you know that i have a huge obsession/love for jay z....

'black bike week' in myrtle beach was this weekend....kind of ridiculous.
so here are pics, and some other random ones.


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i've been in south carolina for a week...i love being here and scotts been nothing short of amazing. his son vega rules and is so funny...anyway, my camera broke the last day i was in sweden, so i went and bought a new one yesterday. i love it, it can go underwater, and i can drop it up to 5 feet without it breaking, which is good since i'm a ( Read more... )

its weird being home

today was my last day of school...we had an 'optional' photoshoot so i did special FX stuff

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