so yeah, this is total and absolute bullshit. everything. everyone. fuck you. i took a 3 hour walk today arround the down town area, by the tridge, in the woods. the highlight of the day was sitting in a tree about 15 feet above the river maybe 15 feet out from shore with a huge strong current flowing directly underneath me and trying not to "fall ( Read more... )

4 shows in 3 days, and we still play james town hall with edison clio on thursday, please come out and support us. we have shirts, patches, cd's, and hopfully buttons. i made them all, buy them they are cheap ( Read more... )

tonight on pete tv: my ex is threatening to sue me...still taking donations to the pete needs to eat fund...new diet is going ok, i have lost 5 lbs in a week...got more (free) work done on my arm...my hair is getting long again and i don't care ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm growing a beard for a while. just for the hell of it.

today was kyle's funeral. i saw so many people come out and show their love and support for his family, especialy his brothers. i normally can hold things back fairly well, but today i failed at my emotion bottling. it took until that moment that the ceremony started to hit me, and i let loose. i let go. and it poored out of me. i know that for a ( Read more... )

kyle's showing then to work

last night while driving down a country road a good friend of mine and so many others, (mohawk)kyle rodriguez, lost controll of his vehicle and rolled into a ditch full of water. friends following him and a passerby called rescue services, but our good friend did not live through the night in a local hospital. he was 18 years old. my condolances to ( Read more... )

woke up late, went to mandi&nicole's, went to old town, talked to p.j., talked to jim, saw two baaaaad car accidents, got tickets for from autumn to ashes&atreyu, got my hair cut, and subway(thanx mandi!) i love you guys. then i went home, wached adult swim, destroyed an "article" of someones "mafia style", i.e. desposed of the evidence in a ( Read more... )

getting my hair cut. hanging out with amndi and nichole. they know. geoff knows. you know. now to tell the roommates. this is gunna be interesting.

gay agy gay gay GAY! there happy now? now you know. all questions answered. i am gay. i'm tired off girls and there (not trying to stereotype) super-heartbreaker bullshit. no more. i'm done. this is no joke. this is an official coming out. i am gay. single. and ready to start over. this isn't a "i hate girls" thing. or never will be. i have always ( Read more... )