I continue to concern myself with things that can not be changed. Things that would make a sane person go crazy but since I am already crazy they affect me not so much. Is it so hard to show yourself to someone and have them accept it? I am beginging to think that it may be. I have an idea...when we cover our faces in lies of self falsities we ( Read more... )

I am well. Alive and well. I moved out with brittany and we have a kitten named huey. I continue to move on more and more everyday. It still really hurts I don't think that will ever change. I don't know that it is supposed to ( Read more... )

Wow it has been along time since I have ranted in this journal ( Read more... )

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I AM A LIAR ( Read more... )

Things are going better now. I have had a med change and am suffering through that right now but I guess it is better than wanting to shoot your self in the face with a bb gun till you die ( Read more... )

So the vicious cycle of depression begins again ( Read more... )

I was driving thru uca this morning and I felt really ugly and poor. I was behind a mercedes suv and driving beside all these girls that must have had to wake up like 3 hours before class just to get ready. Then I drove past a dead opossum. And I realized that I can't be that ugly if someone is in love with me. I think today might be an alright day ( Read more... )

I am a mess of emotion right now ( Read more... )

I went to New Orleans this weekend and got back last night ( Read more... )