I am currently updating this journal from my sissy's new laptop!! This is so freaking cool!! I want a freaking laptop!! All you kids are so lucky cuz this is a neat neat toy!!

I love you brittany wheeler!!

I wish that I could find my words. I used to have such beautiful words.

You have to be kidding me I tried to dye my hair darker brown/back to my natural color and it turned jet black!! That is right ladies and gents my hair is black!! I am totally not exagerating this either!! I don't hate it I just wish it would have done what I wanted it to cuz now its going to be hard to get unblack!! Thats really all I have time ( Read more... )

If you have myspace i have a picture of me and matt and a picture of my ring on there so you should totally check it out doooooooo doooooo heads!!

I AM GETTING MARRIED!! MATT PROPOSED TO ME LAST NIGHT!! HE CAME AND ASKED MY PARENTS PERMISSION AND EVERYTHING!! I AM SO EXCITED!! YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

I am really unsure of myself as of late!! I am getting extremly jealous of other girls. It seems like no matter what I do I can't make myself cute. Like I just fixed my hair and makeup and put on my favorite shirt that shows my cleavage and I still feel nasty. I don't know how to shake it. Matt tells me im beautiful all the time but I can't help ( Read more... )

I deleted my myspace today. I am sad!! My boyfriend has been getting lots of calls from his ex girlfriend friends and it bothers me and he said my myspace bothers him so I freaking deleted it. It isn't that important. but i gurantee that he won't tell his stupid hussy ex's to stop calling him cuz it bothers me i guranteeeeee he won't. I thought ( Read more... )

I am screwing up my own relationship. I keep picking fights hoping that he will break up with me. I feel like I am trying to make him think of me the way that I think of me. And lord knows I doooo not want that. Does this even make sense. I mean I know that I don't want to do these things or say these things but I fucking do it anyway I feel like a ( Read more... )

There is evidence that exists in favor of the idea that life is serious ( Read more... )

So it looks like I will be going out this monday tuesday and wednesday while matt is gone!! One of my friends kaely just broke up with her boyfriend of two years so she wants to go to little rock and party it up and now that I am legal I can go with her. Then cassie and her boy have been fighting as usual so we are going to hang out one night as ( Read more... )