also. because i know noone see's this ever.

baby number 2 soon!

cross your fingers.

i just had to say something about that. lets hope we can work this out so far we can.

so. srsly. why didnt i go to nursing school eh say when i was preggo or something. well reason 1. i wasnt sure on what i wanted to do till after i graduated CMA school! so i really need to stop being hard on myself and get over it and just FIND a way to do this! I need to go through nursing school to become a midwife. its just.. hard when you go to ( Read more... )

this nursing thing is going to take forever. summer school starts soon. fuck i gotta appeal a class so i can even start. fuuck. so lame. i havent been in schoolo for 3 months.. it feels like its been forever. but i went to the library once.. and i got books on biology since thats the class ill be starting and human anatomy. and took notes.. trying ( Read more... )

we love them! hah. stupid song ( Read more... )

tanner started takin steps so far threes the most ( Read more... )

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me and alex had his mom babysit last night. i got wasted. hah. it was nice we didnt even go out we just sat at home and drank and watched a movie. it was nice. katies supposed to go out with me tonight..bt i dunno if were going to.  alex and i bought a 32 inch flat screen yesterday to.. whaat whaat ( Read more... )

for as long ias i can remember ive had anxiety and depression. but i had drugs and alcohol to go to ( Read more... )

tanners first tooth came out today..it feels so crazy..and its on the bottom.

and hes learned to crawl this past week.. so hes..everrrryyywhere! i think yesgterday is when he started crawling all fast..not flipping and rolling..crawling haha... hes crazy

and ive gotten A's on my past couple test...damn in cool! haha.

anyway yea.. my point is Tanner is ( Read more... )

lala just got hired at target...was gonna do fitting rooms..but imma do cashier and get cross trained as a fitting room associate to see if i lik eit or not. im sure i will. Exammm tomorrow in school ( Read more... )