why don't you gentelmen have a pepsi?

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holy hell i can't sleep at all. i dont even know what to do, my cats are even sleeping.  i guess i thought about posting another deal about how much fun i am not having, but i decided to look here instead.  life.. hah right., anyway, it sucks being up at almost 3 am and bored, and i almost want to go upstaird and kick in the door and murder my

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awake

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they are supposed to maybe make me not sleep so i waited to start them till today. i laid down at 11 or so, and at 3 was still awake so i got up and started doing lj and other crap. i don't know why i am still up. i have to go get my chairs when afw opens at ten so i think i will stay up till then anyway, i just don't want to sleep all day now and get my sleep schedule all backwards? i don't know maybe just too many people crammed in not enough space in my head. seems like this week, or the past few days since friday, my head has been going overtime, too much self analysis, too many arguements with myself, the doctor yesterday was all "do you hear voices?" "only my own!" but i don't think it is weird (or too weird) to talk to yourself in your head