Ok, i'm a work and need to get this out of my system before i chew out the next person i talk to. Why am i surrounded by spazs (spazes?)? why does everyone pick the smallest little thing and blow it out of proportion? both of my directors are overdramatic, self-involved, passive agressive, preachey, human beings. one of which is actually in danger of hurting her actors becuase she doesn't belive in breaks and expects us to move in a hot space with no ventilation for 2and 1/2 hours and i have to just suck it up because i'm lucky to be doing theater at all. and at work, i have to deal with self-righteous, sexist, rude agents who clearly know more than i do because i'm a girl. my entire company is very much based on the thought that, if you're a girl, you should be counting calories and talking about clothing and if you're a boy, you should be joining a fantasy sports league and if a boy and a girl talk, the rest of the office assumes they're dating. and i just have to suck it up and deal with it because i'm at the bottom of the food chain. and my friends are mostly actors and theater people who are currently involved in their latest drama-du-jour that is more about haveing something to be overlydramatic about that actually doing anything, but i just have to suck it up because, they're not that good of friends. and this country sucks! health insurance is awful (did you know that trangendered people can not get individual health insurance? b/c the dsm code for gender identity is considered unacceptable?) aaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!