i'm making myself sick being mad at john. just the way he didn't ask the next morning, and the way he was like, "so are you going or not?", and how he doesn't answer me. but then i think about the times when he talked to me when i really needed it, and relay. then i make myself even more sick because how can i be mad at him when he has helped me ( Read more... )

i went to observe at a vets office yesturday to see what the assistnat does. even though i already know that my mom wanted me to go. i like it there. it seems that cats are worse patients than dogs. the had practically newborn kittnes there and they had to make them poop because they cant do it on their own. the owners would look at me to when ( Read more... )

i want to do a little servey thing.

if you don't sit with anyone on the bus do you:
- sit by the window
- sit by the aisle
- sit in the middle of the seat
- stand up
- put your legs across the whole seat

next week ill say what i think each one means.

the concert last night was awesome. songbirds and odessey are just amazing, what else can you say. during jazz band i just wanted to get up and dance during the songs, and i don't like dancing. then the percussion ensomble was so kewl. i loved the blacklight/glow effect. then to end the concert with incredibles music was just amazing. i want ( Read more... )

i'm glad that i was able to make Jesse's day a little bit better. i'm still trying to help everyone else, whether they're on opposing sides or not.

after i get off the bus. i dread walking down my block to my house.

i need a new icon. everytime i look at this see how depressed i look.

we were both very quiet on the bus this afternoon. i only get 1 and 1/2 months a year in the afternoon. and i'm gunna love it. there were a lot of things i could have said and sort of needed to say. but why ruin it. it just felt kewl. he says that he's not going away this summer. i don't know what that means, or how it's going to work. i ( Read more... )

hmmmm...what do i write ( Read more... )

i did it again. i get up i barely make it to the bathroom and i start seeing stars or whatever you call it. i ran back to my bed before i passed out. so i call my mom on the phone. and i was gagging so i couldn't talk. i like spit up a little. my throat still tastest horrible. so i had to take a shower sitting down this morning, because my mom was ( Read more... )