I guess I should give up. I like Brian, but I guess I don't have a chance. I don't know anymore. I'll just back off. Maybe things will work out. I don't know. I'll try not to be so creepy. I don't know why I'm writing...
Well, I'm done.

You're too late...
If you're reading this, I'm allready gone.
Don't worry, Iwon't forget you.
I had to take a chance
I had to leave the old me behind.
I'm sorry...
Sorry for the pain I may have caused.
I won't let it happen again.
Please forgive me.
I'll be here...
Patiently waiting for you.

What's up with me and these poems?!?

Will You Remember Me ( Read more... )

I still think cute guys come from Michigan!

Ok...I ended up writing another poem last night.... Is that pathetic or what? I have to go to the neurologist but I'll post it when I get back. I eventually got to sleep, but then I had to wake up at 7:30! So my sleep was kinda pointless. Now, I'm bored. Just waiting for my dad to come get me to take me to the doctor's. So I'm just sitting here ( Read more... )

SkiBabe1814: ahhhh ( Read more... )

Isn't it strange how you can get so caught up in your own thoughts that you can't even sleep? Well that's what's going on with me. I am just thinking way too much to even sleep. I'm supposed to go to the neurologist in the morning and I'm just going to be exhausted. My mind just starts going and it keeps me up. I just keep thinking about what I ( Read more... )

Numb ( Read more... )

This is one of Brian's friends' away message.
"trying to get away from playing my sax..."
My response:
Yeah and I'm playing with my flute lol.

OMG! Brian Stanley is so hot! I liked him all summer! I just thought I'd write that because me and Tash are talking about him right now. The fact that he IM'd me today made me so happy! Ok...that was pointless but too bad!