i just looked at a photo album and every comment was written in slang. and the sad part was, i actually red it like i was a wigger. oiy vey

Why do I keep getting screwed over? It never ends.

So my grandmothers ashes were spread in the gulf of Mexico today. Since I was young I always knew that's what she wanted and I have always thought about what I'm going to do when that day comes. I always thought I would see my grandmother as part of the gulf and have some spiritual connection with the water because my grandmother was sprinkled over ( Read more... )

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fuck you for leading me on. fuck you for saying you loved me. fuck you for letting me trust you. fuck you for breaking that trust.

i hate myself for believing that he'd actually change. people dont change for anyone but themselves...and obviously hes not going to make the effort because he doesnt want it. i give up, he's not going to call.

last night was amazing!
so much fun

i want:

to see the new spiderman movie
and 300 and factory girls

my cramps to go away

a new sports bra

to cuddle

to see my valentine

new panties from victorias secret

to sleep

to make cookies

the new alkaline trio cd

a massage

my nails done

to be taken out to dinner

to make dinner tonight

to be happy

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