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[skidddmark]

iono, i swear its so wierd, i have no idea how i survive. i swear that my life is perpetually falling apart, and i never seem to find a way to keep it in intact. i guess actually im still here because there are certain parts of my life that never faulter. my family, cousins. i love them so much. they are the only thing that has remained

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[savvy_pirate]

I am sorry to hear that things are not going well for you. I love you and I miss you. I hope to see you soon.
Em

[skidddmark]

the wierdest part about everything is that college is such a great experience but i never expected it to be the way it is. ive have actually grown so much since school started its crazy and a bit scary. haha! through it all ive come to a few realizations. guys are guys, and they just suck. so im done worrying about everything, and im going to live my life for me instead of living it to find someone else. and there are so many other things that ive learned. but yeah. anyway. things seem to be looking up. so im ready for anything and i cant wait. I love you so much. I really need to get my car so i can come home and visit you, i havent seen you in so long. i hate it. We will definitely get together soon. even if i have to get my parents to come pick me up so i can visit you. heeh! alright homework calls so i have to go. BYeZ!!!

[ladie_in_red]

i'm always here for you, and i have so much faith in you...and i know that you're going to find that person when you least expect it because you are beautiful inside and out, and blessed with a wonderful soul.

[skidddmark]

VAL, my Val. i love you so much. i know that we are still so very close, but i js wish that we hadnt grown apart lately, yeah like i said we are still close but not exactly as close as we were during our senior year. i miss us so much. thank you so much for letting me know that you have faith in me, especially coming from you, it js makes me so much stronger. you are one of the backbones of my life. without you i dont know where i'd be. you are like a sister to me. we really need to get together soon. and the funniest part about you saying that ill find someone when i least expect it is that today i decided that im done trying to get guys, and that im js going to let it happen, and then today i was at school working on a Battle of the Bands audition thing, and i was walking from place to place with a couple friends cuz we had an errand to run, and then some guy was so totally checking me out. it was actually very obvious, and my friend was like did you see him, cuz she was looking at him the whole time and apparently he