Things have smoothed over a bit
Brian and I talked on my way from work to the bridal shop - not the best scenario, I know, but it was the only time we had to talk. I made it very clear that I made a mistake in feeling down in the dumps and doubting the importance of our relationship - even suggesting we shouldn't get married. I explained that because I was feeling sorry for myself, I wanted to push everyone away, and because I am stressed, I didn't see that it was the wrong thing to do. I apologized profusely.
I did go on to express that I thought it very unfair for him to kick me while I was down. I was very hurt that he found it necessary to go on and on about how I needed to seek professional help to resolve my "issues". And, the issues were all his opinion - I am too anal (I'm organized and like to have a plan), I won't stand up for myself (I don't tell people where to stick it when they do things to hurt or disappoint me), I alienate myself from everyone (I don't have as many close friends as he does).
Anyway, Brian said that he had thought about things and put himself in my shoes during the day, and said he was sorry. He didn't mean to try to point out all the places where he thinks I'm flawed. I explained that I was sorry I didn't handle my emotions better due to stress.
All is well this morning. He even got up early and packed a lunch for me.
Now, how do I handle things with his mom? Since Brian leaves for the Super Bowl (yes, you read that right) on Friday, I'm thinking she and I should chat while he's gone....thoughts?