i am impolite and i make fun of everyone.
"she will be the ho in the red dress."
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | suffocating.
02 | drowning.
03 | car crashes.
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | kimmie.
02 | daleia.
03 | carlos.
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | dancing.
02 | skate photography.
03 | my dad.
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | math.
02 | life.
03 | the bible.
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | dancing during the good parts of songs.
02 | cleaning.
03 | watching MSNBC.
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | get married.
02 | make babies.
03 | make some sort of difference.
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | quirky.
02 | emotional.
03 | endearingly weird.
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | cook.
02 | talk on the phone. phone phobia, like whoa.
03 | not fuck up somehow.
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | recover.
02 | black paper diary.
03 | the oval portrait.
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | for sure.
02 | perhaps.
03 | quite frankly.
THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | how to swing (dance).
02 | algebra.
03 | heart breaking.
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | david the gnome.
02 | golden girls.
03 | ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS.
DESCRIBE YOUR..
Wallet- it is light blue. it is hello kitty.
Favorite shirt- it is dark blue. it belonged to my dad. he got it at a marvin gaye show.
CD in stereo right now- orange island.
What you are wearing now- yellow pajama pants, black and white baseball t-shirt.
Wishing- i was smarter, thinner, nicer, funnier.
After this- hanging out with melissa.
Person you wish you could see right now- jason.
Is next to you- cds. newspaper. lotion. phone.
Some of your favorite movies- the gospel according to john, jackass, a river runs through it, a thin red line
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- new jersey. maybe, please.
The last thing you ate- buttered pasta.
Do you like candles- not so much.
Do you believe in love- yes.
Do you believe in Soul Mates- yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight- no.
Do you believe in God- yes.
What do you want done with your body when you die- i don't want to decompose. but i don't want to be cremeated either.
Who is your worst enemy- i don't have enemies.
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be- a bunny.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up?- four days.
Can you eat with chopsticks- i haven't done it in awhile.
What are some of your favorite candies- i don't really like candy.
What's something that you wish people would understand - sex.
Who is someone that you really wish was still around - aunt josephine, though she wasn't really my aunt. and my dad's parents cos i never got to meet them.
i have all my classes tomorrow. damn. i shouldn't really complain seeing as though it's sort of the last day of the semester before exams.
why do i miss carlos so much? or at all? he is pretty damn oblivious to the fact that i like him. and that is good. because i really, really shouldn't like him.
petey was so cute tonight, but i think he was trying to show off to the kids he was hanging out with. it warmed my heart anyway.
petey: what are you doing tonight?
natalie: i don't know yet.
petey: do you want to hang out?
natalie: excuse me?
petey: i just thought if i kept asking, eventually you'd say yes.
<3. i died. he knows i'd say yes in a heartbeat if i could. and if i thought it would make any difference.