God I'm soo happy. The days fly by. things really have been great in my life the last few days. I'm happy.... God I'm giddy happy. Things will get tough they always do but I dont care it will always be worth it! I'll post again soon. love you all!

I'm new here. . . . They make fun of me. . . . They stare at me. . . I don't fit into their picture of life. I don't fit into this small hick town. I'm too different to be left alone, but they don't know that the pain is nothing new ( Read more... )

had a good day today..... put in my two weeks at capri's I should have known I wouldn't like it there..... its too slow I get too board and that seems to take more of my energy then working a friday at rizzi's I hate being board and I hope to find a new second job soon..... maybe when i've got my car I'll go into child care or something that would ( Read more... )

If you don't know me, stop acting like you do. Don't talk about shit you know nothing about. I don't want to see anymore shit about me from people who have no clue who i am..... shut the hell up you don't know what you're talking about!

( Kick ASS Stay At Heart Show )

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So I had a pretty good weekend. Went to angel falls with eli for a little bit before unknowingly dropping in on cullen's date..... sorry dude she seems nice ( Read more... )

Well I thought i was home happy and done with jayme's bull shit. . . . . thats what i get for thinking! Jayme told brandi not to pay the rent because i am still on the lease. Now at first this pissed me off until i relised that jayme has already broken the lease. if i were to go to court i would win. so jayme and i get to talk tonight with eli ( Read more... )

someone please tell what the fuck i did wrong...... and dont fucking say i didn't fucking write enough, because i write to lindsey less then i ever wrote to cullen. The other night i can't to anything but say i'm sorry. I didn't do this shit just to hurt to cullen. I dont wake up in the morning trying to think of new ways to fuck him mentally. God ( Read more... )

So cullen and i watched this great movie last night about erasing memories of a person. It made me think alot I would never erase anyone from my memories..... not even charlie. The shit that happend with charlie taught me how to never let it happen again. There are so many good times in mine and cullen's past....... I'd never want to forget those ( Read more... )