I've never truly been in love. I've talked myself into thinking I'm in love so many times, even though I knew that I wasn't. Mostly because I really just wanted to feel love. But the truth is I've just never been in love before. Sure I've loved people, but I've never felt that true, lasting feeling, and I would give the world to feel it.
I've now acknowledged and accepted that I've never been in love and that i was took focused on trying to find love. Now my only thought is...
...if I'm not looking for love...is it ever going to find ME? Or am I going to be alone forever??
♥
Heather Christine