I just assembled my schedule for next year, and it fucking blows. I can tell already I'm not going to be able to handle this shit. I can't even hold down my current job with these hours...so I guess I'm quitting at the end of summer. Which blows because they want to promote me (fucking finally) because they have a shortage of supervisors (I wouldn' ( Read more... )

anyway, I haven't written in this for a while so I figure I'm obligated. Last night was Shadows Fall/HIMSA/AILD/Remembering Never. It was really good considering I haven't been to a show since. uh. a while. Azita and Annuh were with me and it was good times ( Read more... )

do you realize that everyone you know someday will die

I just finished writing about a 2000 word essay and it fucking blows. It's the most horridly spontaneous piece of shit I have ever written. I sat down thinking 'this essay will fucking write itself' BUT NO. It's awful, I'm sure Hosios will love it. I think this is one of the first (of many) testaments to the ending of school. and thus beginning of ( Read more... )

incredible that after six months of making it evident that you no longer want anything to do with me I still grant you with the ability to make me feel like utter fucking shit. I need to fucking get my shit together, this is ridiculous. I'm better than this. Unfair that I get blamed by my mother for my disinterest. For chrissakes. I'm really the ( Read more... )

pr0nmnmnm is tommorow.
gay.

why do I struggle with life?!

June 9=unearth & bbts
June 11=2004 ferret music tour; remembering never & ZAOOO

shit.

& why must hellfest this year be awesome to the extreme?

25 TA LIFE
A LIFE ONCE LOST
THE AKAS
ALEXISONFIRE *thumbs up*
ALL ELSE FAILED
ALL THAT REMAINS
ANDREW WK *THUMBS UP MORESO*
AGNOSTIC FRONT
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best collaboration EVAR: Low & Dirty Three - down by the river ( Read more... )

Why must my mother be such a cuntsuckassholedouchebrainheadinanus bitch ( Read more... )

fuck circumstance ( Read more... )

BLACK DAHLIA MURDER, fuck, I am so metal, March 27th. As well as As I Lay Emoing, and Every Time I Emo. EEEEE! I can't go to MPB, .hopesfall., silverstein & FATA (but who cares for FATA, new stuff=teh gay). I want to see MPB again, and hopesfall, it's on a Tuesday for some fucking reason and I'm probably working and/or have a Bio test or "QUEST" ( Read more... )