ding ding ding...we have a winner...wastedatticusDecember 1 2004, 18:27:44 UTC
I think most people hate me because I loved (or still love)them at one point...
I recently realized.. (No lie, maybe just a month ago) that I'm just a mean girl.
A lot of people think of me as selfish, but I'm not at all, I promise. The problem is... I always give absolutely EVERYTHING I have to one person if they ask me for it... I do it without hesitation, without regret, but with hope that something beautiful could come of it. But then when they abuse, and I want to pull away, they think of it as if I'm ignoring, neglecting, etc...
My intentions were never to hurt anyone.
I think you hit the nail right on the head with this one Lichi, that was the problem that arose between us...and for that I'm sorry still.
We'll meet up, have dinner, and leave you all the money and valuable possesions that I have. Then you can fucking watch me hang myself and choke to death in front of you...Dinner would be nice, money would be great but I wouldnt want you to hang yourself, such a slow death...quick and easy...take a gun it'll be funnier...
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Re: ding ding ding...we have a winner...wastedatticusDecember 1 2004, 18:31:29 UTC
Also as another add on...I dont hate you and I realize a while ago also that I'm also a rather mean person but I'd rather not be it most of the time. Take care Alicia.
No... I just created this secret journal one day and added one private entry when I was really pissed off and needed to vent. But sure.... flatter yourself.
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I recently realized.. (No lie, maybe just a month ago) that I'm just a mean girl.
A lot of people think of me as selfish, but I'm not at all, I promise. The problem is... I always give absolutely EVERYTHING I have to one person if they ask me for it... I do it without hesitation, without regret, but with hope that something beautiful could come of it. But then when they abuse, and I want to pull away, they think of it as if I'm ignoring, neglecting, etc...
My intentions were never to hurt anyone.
I think you hit the nail right on the head with this one Lichi, that was the problem that arose between us...and for that I'm sorry still.
We'll meet up, have dinner, and leave you all the money and valuable possesions that I have. Then you can fucking watch me hang myself and choke to death in front of you...Dinner would be nice, money would be great but I wouldnt want you to hang yourself, such a slow death...quick and easy...take a gun it'll be funnier... ( ... )
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No... I just created this secret journal one day and added one private entry when I was really pissed off and needed to vent. But sure.... flatter yourself.
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