Not to "stir some shit"wastedatticusJuly 22 2005, 04:03:29 UTC
You dont expel a happiness aroma, but a slight pheromone that attracts or repel people that might cause slight nausea in people. So it's not all happiness. You're spreading yourself WAY to thin, too much so that you'll no longer be of use to anyone or to yourself. You set yourself up in life as the role of the provider, the mother-figure, a just figure trying to do right and help everyone you can. You do your best to help people but people have taken advantage of that (me being guilty of this) and sometimes you're too nice to say anything and just let it build up to the point of eruption, where you create way to much stress for yourself. You dont need that, no one does. You're being good to others and not to yourself. Like I said, you're meant for great things in life but don't let the light fade before it gets it's time to shine
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Re: Not to "stir some shit"skinnmilkJuly 23 2005, 21:02:26 UTC
When I make time for myself, everyone takes it personally... Like I'm ignoring them. You missed the entire point of this entry. I want to give everyone what they want, so that once that's done with, I can just be left alone.
Re: Not to "stir some shit"wastedatticusJuly 24 2005, 05:50:44 UTC
If you try to give everyone what they want, they'll only come back for more and it'll be a never ending cycle. You cant take on everything at once and be happy and then hope for it to end. Try to change that, it's why they amputated limbs in wars if a person got gangreen from infections. Cut it at the source. Lichi, like you, I tried to please everyone, it takes it toll, you have to be selfish and just say no more often. It wont make you a bad person.
Just a friend with a hello!dragonight00July 22 2005, 14:43:51 UTC
I ask for nothing! I just want to say Hi ^__^ and drop you a line or two..... trust me I have been in your shoes and I know about High Maintains Acquaintances or rather "Friends", if they cant understand you for who you are and the shit you have too put up with then Fuck them you most defiantly do not require more bullshit in your life, I’m sure you have more than enough.....Well then that's about it take care of your self and don’t be so hard on your self....
Someone who gives a shit even thou they haven’t seen you in a while,
Re: Just a friend with a hello!skinnmilkJuly 23 2005, 21:09:50 UTC
Hi Alex! You're a lot of fun~ ^_^ Hee hee, I'm trying to take it as easy as possible... You're absolutely right on the head in saying I have enough BS... You have no idea how much crap I go through at work. It's all I really have time for... I just MAKE time for other things... =(
Done being pathetic? I thought the day would never come. Fernando, I think you spend far too much time reading about my life. Please, spend sometime working on your own. Besides, I'm sure your wife doesn't appreciate all the attention you give me. That's very unfair to her.
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Someone who gives a shit even thou they haven’t seen you in a while,
-Alex
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I know you're letting off steam but please don't make me a cause of your frustration. I try not to be a burden on anybody's life, especially yours.
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Lichi's birthday was yesterday!? Damnit! I knew that driver's license was wrong!
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Be nice, for once.
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